Teen Mom 2 star Briana DeJesus has never been one to hold back her feelings or be open with her fans about everything going on in her life. She has always responded to pregnancy rumors, relationship drama, and other things in her life with candid openness that not every reality star always does. Sadly, last night on Christmas, DeJesus took to her Instagram story to share some truly heartbreaking news with her fans.

“I really can’t believe I have these two in my life,” she began with sharing, attaching a video of her two children, Nova and Stella. “They bring so much joy into my life.”

While that was sweet and a seemingly happy message, the next two posts DeJesus shared informed fans of her heartbreaking situation.

“All I ever wanted was for both my kids to have everything,” she shared. I am only one person and I try my hardest to give them everything.”

She then went deeper, noting that, “It breaks my heart to know that they won’t get to experience certain things due to others not wanting to be involved in their life or will be limited.”

“As a true loving parent you do everything u can to be there for them,” she also added. “I’ll continue to do the best that I can do because I love my kids so much.”

While DeJesus did not specifically note what or who she was referring to, there definitely seems to be some implications about the fathers of her children, Devoin Austin and Luis Hernandez. While Austin has been in her daughter Nova’s life, DeJesus has been open before about how Hernandez has not been in her daughter Stella’s life.

Although it’s not for certain that DeJesus was talking about both of them or one of them, the post definitely seems to allude to that. Luckily for her, she is dating a new boyfriend, Johnny Rodriguez, and seems happier than ever.