Tonight is the Keeping up with the Kardashians  episode everyone has been waiting for, the Tristan Thompson cheating scandal just days before Khloe Kardashian was set to give birth.

Instead of keeping mum about tonight’s episode Khloe took to Instagram earlier today to share this post:

Tonight’s episode is an uncomfortable and super emotional one for me, but when we signed up for this show over a decade ago, we signed up for a reality show, which meant showing you guys inside our lives, the good, the bad and the ugly. To relive these moments all over again is incredibly difficult emotionally but I also hope that with every trail, tribulation and curve ball life throws at us, that we ALL get to learn from our journeys. Amidst the tough times, I have been blessed with the ultimate gift, my angel who has changed my life in ways I never could have imagined. Remember that you are never alone in your pain, and that everything is temporary. Pain, joy, elation, panic, anxiety, it is all temporary. Be grateful for the experiences that continue to build character, and make you who you are.”

Set a reminder, the episode airs tonight at 9pm on E!